ThecontentsofthisletterthrewElizabethintoaflutterofspirits,inwhichitwasdifficulttodeterminewhetherpleasureorpainborethegreatestshare.ThevagueandunsettledsuspicionswhichuncertaintyhadproducedofwhatMr.Darcymighthavebeendoingtoforwardhersistersmatch,whichshehadfearedtoencourageasanexertionofgoodnesstoogreattobeprobable,andatthesametimedreadedtobejust,fromthepainofobligation,wereprovedbeyondtheirgreatestextenttobetrue!Hehadfollowedthempurposelytotown,hehadtakenonhimselfallthetroubleandmortificationattendantonsucharesearch;inwhichsupplicationhadbeennecessarytoawomanwhomhemustabominateanddespise,andwherehewasreducedtomeet,frequentlymeet,reasonwith,persuade,andfinallybribe,themanwhomhealwaysmostwishedtoavoid,andwhoseverynameitwaspunishmenttohimtopronounce.HehaddoneallthisforagirlwhomhecouldneitherregardnoresteeHerheartdidwhisperthathehaddoneitforher.Butitwasahopeshortlycheckedbyotherconsiderations,andshesoonfeltthatevenhervanitywasinsufficient,whenrequiredtodependonhisaffectionforher—forawomanwhohadalreadyrefusedhim—asabletoovercomeasentimentsonaturalasabhorrenceagainstrelationshipwithWickhaBrother-in-lawofWickham!Everykindofpridemustrevoltfromtheconnection.Hehad,tobesure,donemuch.Shewasashamedtothinkhowmuch.Buthehadgivenareasonforhisinterference,whichaskednoextraordinarystretchofbelief.Itwasreasonablethatheshouldfeelhehadbeenwrong;hehadliberality,andhehadthemeansofexercisingit;andthoughshewouldnotplaceherselfashisprincipalinducement,shecould,perhaps,believethatremainingpartialityforhermightassisthisendeavoursinacausewhereherpeaceofmindmustbemateriallyconcerned.Itwaspainful,exceedinglypainful,toknowthattheywereunderobligationstoapersonwhocouldneverreceiveareturn.TheyowedtherestorationofLydia,hercharacter,everything,tohiOh!howheartilydidshegrieveovereveryungracioussensationshehadeverencouraged,everysaucyspeechshehadeverdirectedtowardshiForherselfshewashumbled;butshewasproudofhiProudthatinacauseofcompassionandhonour,hehadbeenabletogetthebetterofhimself.Shereadoverherauntscommendationofhimagainandagain.Itwashardlyenough;butitpleasedher.Shewasevensensibleofsomepleasure,thoughmixedwithregret,onfindinghowsteadfastlybothsheandherunclehadbeenpersuadedthataffectionandconfidencesubsistedbetweenMr.Darcyandherself.Shewasrousedfromherseat,andherreflections,bysomeonesapproach;andbeforeshecouldstrikeintoanotherpath,shewasovertakenbyWickha
“IamafraidIinterruptyoursolitaryramble,mydearsister?”saidhe,ashejoinedher.
“Youcertainlydo,”sherepliedwithasmile;“butitdoesnotfollowthattheinterruptionmustbeunwelcome.”
“Ishouldbesorryindeed,ifitwere.Wewerealwaysgoodfriends;andnowwearebetter.”
“True.Aretheotherscomingout?”
“Idonotknow.Mrs.BennetandLydiaaregoinginthecarriagetoMeryton.Andso,mydearsister,Ifind,fromouruncleandaunt,thatyouhaveactuallyseenPemberley.”
Sherepliedintheaffirmative.
“Ialmostenvyyouthepleasure,andyetIbelieveitwouldbetoomuchforme,orelseIcouldtakeitinmywaytoNewcastle.Andyousawtheoldhousekeeper,Isuppose?PoorReynolds,shewasalwaysveryfondofme.Butofcourseshedidnotmentionmynametoyou.”
“Yes,shedid.”
“Andwhatdidshesay?”
“Thatyouweregoneintothearmy,andshewasafraidhad—notturnedoutwell.Atsuchadistanceasthat,youknow,thingsarestrangelymisrepresented.”
“Certainly,”hereplied,bitinghislips.Elizabethhopedshehadsilencedhim;buthesoonafterwardssaid:
“IwassurprisedtoseeDarcyintownlastmonth.Wepassedeachotherseveraltimes.Iwonderwhathecanbedoingthere.”
“PerhapspreparingforhismarriagewithMissdeBourgh,”saidElizabeth.“Itmustbesomethingparticular,totakehimthereatthistimeofyear.”
“Undoubtedly.DidyouseehimwhileyouwereatLambton?IthoughtIunderstoodfromtheGardinersthatyouhad.”
“Yes;heintroducedustohissister.”
“Anddoyoulikeher?”
“Verymuch.”
“Ihaveheard,indeed,thatsheisuncommonlyimprovedwithinthisyearortwo.WhenIlastsawher,shewasnotverypromising.Iamverygladyoulikedher.Ihopeshewillturnoutwell.”
“Idaresayshewill;shehasgotoverthemosttryingage.”
“DidyougobythevillageofKympton?”
“Idonotrecollectthatwedid.”
“Imentionit,becauseitisthelivingwhichIoughttohavehad.Amostdelightfulplace!—ExcellentParsonageHouse!Itwouldhavesuitedmeineveryrespect.”
“Howshouldyouhavelikedmakingsermons?”
“Exceedinglywell.Ishouldhaveconsidereditaspartofmyduty,andtheexertionwouldsoonhavebeennothing.Oneoughtnottorepine;—but,tobesure,itwouldhavebeensuchathingforme!Thequiet,theretirementofsuchalifewouldhaveansweredallmyideasofhappiness!Butitwasnottobe.DidyoueverhearDarcymentionthecircumstance,whenyouwereinKent?”
“Ihaveheardfromauthority,whichIthoughtasgood,thatitwasleftyouconditionallyonly,andatthewillofthepresentpatron.”
“Youhave.Yes,therewassomethinginthat;Itoldyousofromthefirst,youmayremember.”
“Ididhear,too,thattherewasatime,whensermon-makingwasnotsopalatabletoyouasitseemstobeatpresent;thatyouactuallydeclaredyourresolutionofnevertakingorders,andthatthebusinesshadbeencompromisedaccordingly.”
“Youdid!anditwasnotwhollywithoutfoundation.YoumayrememberwhatItoldyouonthatpoint,whenfirstwetalkedofit.”
Theywerenowalmostatthedoorofthehouse,forshehadwalkedfasttogetridofhim;andunwilling,forhersisterssake,toprovokehim,sheonlysaidinreply,withagood-humouredsmile:
“Come,Mr.Wickham,wearebrotherandsister,youknow.Donotletusquarrelaboutthepast.Infuture,Ihopeweshallbealwaysofonemind.”
Sheheldoutherhand;hekisseditwithaffectionategallantry,thoughhehardlyknewhowtolook,andtheyenteredthehouse.
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