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第121章(第1页)

ThecontentsofthisletterthrewElizabethintoaflutterofspirits,inwhichitwasdifficulttodeterminewhetherpleasureorpainborethegreatestshare.ThevagueandunsettledsuspicionswhichuncertaintyhadproducedofwhatMr.Darcymighthavebeendoingtoforwardhersistersmatch,whichshehadfearedtoencourageasanexertionofgoodnesstoogreattobeprobable,andatthesametimedreadedtobejust,fromthepainofobligation,wereprovedbeyondtheirgreatestextenttobetrue!Hehadfollowedthempurposelytotown,hehadtakenonhimselfallthetroubleandmortificationattendantonsucharesearch;inwhichsupplicationhadbeennecessarytoawomanwhomhemustabominateanddespise,andwherehewasreducedtomeet,frequentlymeet,reasonwith,persuade,andfinallybribe,themanwhomhealwaysmostwishedtoavoid,andwhoseverynameitwaspunishmenttohimtopronounce.HehaddoneallthisforagirlwhomhecouldneitherregardnoresteeHerheartdidwhisperthathehaddoneitforher.Butitwasahopeshortlycheckedbyotherconsiderations,andshesoonfeltthatevenhervanitywasinsufficient,whenrequiredtodependonhisaffectionforher—forawomanwhohadalreadyrefusedhim—asabletoovercomeasentimentsonaturalasabhorrenceagainstrelationshipwithWickhaBrother-in-lawofWickham!Everykindofpridemustrevoltfromtheconnection.Hehad,tobesure,donemuch.Shewasashamedtothinkhowmuch.Buthehadgivenareasonforhisinterference,whichaskednoextraordinarystretchofbelief.Itwasreasonablethatheshouldfeelhehadbeenwrong;hehadliberality,andhehadthemeansofexercisingit;andthoughshewouldnotplaceherselfashisprincipalinducement,shecould,perhaps,believethatremainingpartialityforhermightassisthisendeavoursinacausewhereherpeaceofmindmustbemateriallyconcerned.Itwaspainful,exceedinglypainful,toknowthattheywereunderobligationstoapersonwhocouldneverreceiveareturn.TheyowedtherestorationofLydia,hercharacter,everything,tohiOh!howheartilydidshegrieveovereveryungracioussensationshehadeverencouraged,everysaucyspeechshehadeverdirectedtowardshiForherselfshewashumbled;butshewasproudofhiProudthatinacauseofcompassionandhonour,hehadbeenabletogetthebetterofhimself.Shereadoverherauntscommendationofhimagainandagain.Itwashardlyenough;butitpleasedher.Shewasevensensibleofsomepleasure,thoughmixedwithregret,onfindinghowsteadfastlybothsheandherunclehadbeenpersuadedthataffectionandconfidencesubsistedbetweenMr.Darcyandherself.Shewasrousedfromherseat,andherreflections,bysomeonesapproach;andbeforeshecouldstrikeintoanotherpath,shewasovertakenbyWickha

“IamafraidIinterruptyoursolitaryramble,mydearsister?”saidhe,ashejoinedher.

“Youcertainlydo,”sherepliedwithasmile;“butitdoesnotfollowthattheinterruptionmustbeunwelcome.”

“Ishouldbesorryindeed,ifitwere.Wewerealwaysgoodfriends;andnowwearebetter.”

“True.Aretheotherscomingout?”

“Idonotknow.Mrs.BennetandLydiaaregoinginthecarriagetoMeryton.Andso,mydearsister,Ifind,fromouruncleandaunt,thatyouhaveactuallyseenPemberley.”

Sherepliedintheaffirmative.

“Ialmostenvyyouthepleasure,andyetIbelieveitwouldbetoomuchforme,orelseIcouldtakeitinmywaytoNewcastle.Andyousawtheoldhousekeeper,Isuppose?PoorReynolds,shewasalwaysveryfondofme.Butofcourseshedidnotmentionmynametoyou.”

“Yes,shedid.”

“Andwhatdidshesay?”

“Thatyouweregoneintothearmy,andshewasafraidhad—notturnedoutwell.Atsuchadistanceasthat,youknow,thingsarestrangelymisrepresented.”

“Certainly,”hereplied,bitinghislips.Elizabethhopedshehadsilencedhim;buthesoonafterwardssaid:

“IwassurprisedtoseeDarcyintownlastmonth.Wepassedeachotherseveraltimes.Iwonderwhathecanbedoingthere.”

“PerhapspreparingforhismarriagewithMissdeBourgh,”saidElizabeth.“Itmustbesomethingparticular,totakehimthereatthistimeofyear.”

“Undoubtedly.DidyouseehimwhileyouwereatLambton?IthoughtIunderstoodfromtheGardinersthatyouhad.”

“Yes;heintroducedustohissister.”

“Anddoyoulikeher?”

“Verymuch.”

“Ihaveheard,indeed,thatsheisuncommonlyimprovedwithinthisyearortwo.WhenIlastsawher,shewasnotverypromising.Iamverygladyoulikedher.Ihopeshewillturnoutwell.”

“Idaresayshewill;shehasgotoverthemosttryingage.”

“DidyougobythevillageofKympton?”

“Idonotrecollectthatwedid.”

“Imentionit,becauseitisthelivingwhichIoughttohavehad.Amostdelightfulplace!—ExcellentParsonageHouse!Itwouldhavesuitedmeineveryrespect.”

“Howshouldyouhavelikedmakingsermons?”

“Exceedinglywell.Ishouldhaveconsidereditaspartofmyduty,andtheexertionwouldsoonhavebeennothing.Oneoughtnottorepine;—but,tobesure,itwouldhavebeensuchathingforme!Thequiet,theretirementofsuchalifewouldhaveansweredallmyideasofhappiness!Butitwasnottobe.DidyoueverhearDarcymentionthecircumstance,whenyouwereinKent?”

“Ihaveheardfromauthority,whichIthoughtasgood,thatitwasleftyouconditionallyonly,andatthewillofthepresentpatron.”

“Youhave.Yes,therewassomethinginthat;Itoldyousofromthefirst,youmayremember.”

“Ididhear,too,thattherewasatime,whensermon-makingwasnotsopalatabletoyouasitseemstobeatpresent;thatyouactuallydeclaredyourresolutionofnevertakingorders,andthatthebusinesshadbeencompromisedaccordingly.”

“Youdid!anditwasnotwhollywithoutfoundation.YoumayrememberwhatItoldyouonthatpoint,whenfirstwetalkedofit.”

Theywerenowalmostatthedoorofthehouse,forshehadwalkedfasttogetridofhim;andunwilling,forhersisterssake,toprovokehim,sheonlysaidinreply,withagood-humouredsmile:

“Come,Mr.Wickham,wearebrotherandsister,youknow.Donotletusquarrelaboutthepast.Infuture,Ihopeweshallbealwaysofonemind.”

Sheheldoutherhand;hekisseditwithaffectionategallantry,thoughhehardlyknewhowtolook,andtheyenteredthehouse.

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