“Oh,yes!—that,thatistheworstofall.TillIwasinKent,andsawsomuchbothofMr.DarcyandhisrelationColonelFitzwilliam,Iwasignorantofthetruthmyself.AndwhenIreturnedhome,the—shirewastoleaveMerytoninaweekorfortnightstime.Asthatwasthecase,neitherJane,towhomIrelatedthewhole,norI,thoughtitnecessarytomakeourknowledgepublic;forofwhatusecoulditapparentlybetoanyone,thatthegoodopinionwhichalltheneighbourhoodhadofhimshouldthenbeoverthrown?AndevenwhenitwassettledthatLydiashouldgowithMrs.Forster,thenecessityofopeninghereyestohischaracterneveroccurredtome.Thatshecouldbeinanydangerfromthedeceptionneverenteredmyhead.Thatsuchaconsequenceasthiscouldensue,youmayeasilybelieve,wasfarenoughfrommythoughts.”
“WhentheyallremovedtoBrighton,therefore,youhadnoreason,Isuppose,tobelievethemfondofeachother?”
“Nottheslightest.Icanremembernosymptomofaffectiononeitherside;andhadanythingofthekindbeenperceptible,youmustbeawarethatoursisnotafamilyonwhichitcouldbethrownaway.Whenfirstheenteredthecorps,shewasreadyenoughtoadmirehim;butsoweallwere.EverygirlinornearMerytonwasoutofhersensesabouthimforthefirsttwomonths;butheneverdistinguishedherbyanyparticularattention;and,consequently,afteramoderateperiodofextravagantandwildadmiration,herfancyforhimgaveway,andothersoftheregiment,whotreatedherwithmoredistinction,againbecameherfavourites.”
Itmaybeeasilybelieved,thathoweverlittleofnoveltycouldbeaddedtotheirfears,hopes,andconjectures,onthisinterestingsubject,byitsrepeateddiscussion,noothercoulddetainthemfromitlong,duringthewholeofthejourney.FromElizabethsthoughtsitwasneverabsent.Fixedtherebythekeenestofallanguish,self-reproach,shecouldfindnointervalofeaseorforgetfulness.
Theytravelledasexpeditiouslyaspossible,and,sleepingonenightontheroad,reachedLongbournbydinnertimethenextday.ItwasacomforttoElizabethtoconsiderthatJanecouldnothavebeenweariedbylongexpectations.
ThelittleGardiners,attractedbythesightofachaise,werestandingonthestepsofthehouseastheyenteredthepaddock;and,whenthecarriagedroveuptothedoor,thejoyfulsurprisethatlighteduptheirfaces,anddisplayeditselfovertheirwholebodies,inavarietyofcapersandfrisks,wasthefirstpleasingearnestoftheirwelcome.
Elizabethjumpedout;and,aftergivingeachofthemahastykiss,hurriedintothevestibule,whereJane,whocamerunningdownfromhermothersapartment,immediatelymether.
Elizabeth,assheaffectionatelyembracedher,whilsttearsfilledtheeyesofboth,lostnotamomentinaskingwhetheranythinghadbeenheardofthefugitives.
“Notyet,”repliedJane.“Butnowthatmydearuncleiscome,Ihopeeverythingwillbewell.”
“Ismyfatherintown?”
“Yes,hewentonTuesday,asIwroteyouword.”
“Andhaveyouheardfromhimoften?”
“Wehaveheardonlyonce.HewrotemeafewlinesonWednesdaytosaythathehadarrivedinsafety,andtogivemehisdirections,whichIparticularlybeggedhimtodo.Hemerelyaddedthatheshouldnotwriteagaintillhehadsomethingofimportancetomention.”
“Andmymother—howisshe?Howareyouall?”
“Mymotheristolerablywell,Itrust;thoughherspiritsaregreatlyshaken.Sheisupstairsandwillhavegreatsatisfactioninseeingyouall.Shedoesnotyetleaveherdressing-rooMaryandKitty,thankHeaven,arequitewell.”
“Butyou—howareyou?”criedElizabeth.“Youlookpale.Howmuchyoumusthavegonethrough!”
Hersister,however,assuredherofherbeingperfectlywell;andtheirconversation,whichhadbeenpassingwhileMr.andMrs.Gardinerwereengagedwiththeirchildren,wasnowputanendtobytheapproachofthewholeparty.Janerantoheruncleandaunt,andwelcomedandthankedthemboth,withalternatesmilesandtears.
Whentheywereallinthedrawing-room,thequestionswhichElizabethhadalreadyaskedwereofcourserepeatedbytheothers,andtheysoonfoundthatJanehadnointelligencetogive.Thesanguinehopeofgood,however,whichthebenevolenceofherheartsuggestedhadnotyetdesertedher;shestillexpectedthatitwouldallendwell,andthateverymorningwouldbringsomeletter,eitherfromLydiaorherfather,toexplaintheirproceedings,and,perhaps,announcetheirmarriage.
Mrs.Bennet,towhoseapartmenttheyallrepaired,afterafewminutesconversationtogether,receivedthemexactlyasmightbeexpected;withtearsandlamentationsofregret,invectivesagainstthevillainousconductofWickham,andcomplaintsofherownsufferingsandill-usage;blamingeverybodybutthepersontowhoseill-judgingindulgencetheerrorsofherdaughtermustprincipallybeowing.
“IfIhadbeenable,”saidshe,“tocarrymypointingoingtoBrighton,withallmyfamily,thiswouldnothavehappened;butpoordearLydiahadnobodytotakecareofher.WhydidtheForsterseverlethergooutoftheirsight?Iamsuretherewassomegreatneglectorotherontheirside,forsheisnotthekindofgirltodosuchathingifshehadbeenwelllookedafter.Ialwaysthoughttheywereveryunfittohavethechargeofher;butIwasoverruled,asIalwaysaPoordearchild!AndnowheresMr.Bennetgoneaway,andIknowhewillfightWickham,whereverhemeetshimandthenhewillbekilled,andwhatistobecomeofusall?TheCollinseswillturnusoutbeforeheiscoldinhisgrave,andifyouarenotkindtous,brother,Idonotknowwhatweshalldo.”
Theyallexclaimedagainstsuchterrificideas;andMr.Gardiner,aftergeneralassurancesofhisaffectionforherandallherfamily,toldherthathemeanttobeinLondontheverynextday,andwouldassistMr.BennetineveryendeavourforrecoveringLydia.
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